Friday, April 15, 2005
heh, i still cant believe we stupidly went to create another hole in our ears yesterday night.
anyway. our school
finally utilizes the internet to distribute homework. and they have a forum filled with stupid topics and even dumber replies. its like, our school is so backward! but the thang is, hey, our full name and class is attached to our replies, and people are actually posting redundant stuff!
bwahhahaha. i posted a super long reply to suzanne ng s question. loves it. people wouldnt read it coz its 10 paragraphs long. lol. what was i thinking, being so pro-government?? social studies is meant to brain wash everyone!!!! they will NOT SUCEED (with me.)
and i love studying suddenly. very surprising. because i hate this gurl, and thinking of her drives me to study without fail. i just have to think of her, mentally curse her and start work. works pretty well! i studied for my geography test yesterday night but coz of my cold, i wanted to sleep soooo badly. then all of a sudden i thought about HER. and i ran down, sat and studied. didnt manage to complete the 2 chapters before i felt like i was gonna die sneezing.
wanted to die (coz i didnt finish studying). what if she studied and is gonna win me??! omg i dont wanna think about it. but no choice lar. my eyes wouldnt open anymore. so i slept at 10pm, and set my alarm for 5am.
as usual. haiz. i cant wake up any earlier than 5.45am no matter what time i sleep. stupid biological clock. but i completed reading my notes. not all went in though. then i got so darn lucky, the stuff i studied were tested! it was then i questioned myself... why on earth did i read about brunei s oil production industry when i didnt bother to look at india or china s manufacturing industry? luck! d=
and that gurl didnt study. she cheated, she left her book opened under her table. strangely mr ong caught her, but said nothing, he just closed the book and sighed. how could he have seen it? i did look like i was cheating too coz of the amount of stuff i had on top and below my table. heaven was helping me . i know im being evil but... she cheat = wrong lor. i dun care. if i lose to her this time i would be totally depressed. i will study 5 hours every weekday and at least 10 hours on a weekend. she had betta not score with her crappy answers!!!!!!! no. maybe i should study all the time, every second im awake. bwahhaha. she drives me mad.
but of course. im fully aware of this silly thinking. i am NOT dependent on her. i can and will study even without thinking or remembering her. i love studying. I LOVE HOMEWORK. peer pressure. jaymie rubbed that wonderous thinking unto me. ah miie wo ai ni!!!!
i dont have to account to anyone my actions, thinking and behavior; neither should you,,, go get a mind of your own, coz i rule (and so do you ^^)
xoxo
joce-lyn
7:24 PM
